the two

chastened by the
humming fan
beats to clip my
purring

sounds of the
fan it can't
help but sick
me stirring

rumrumrum
as I lay
a pain in my
side the fan

and my heart
chrchrchr
its just fucking
simultaneous

and they twine
just how I hoped
they wouldn't and
thought that
they would

it makes me
so miserable