hole

she took her shirt off
and told me to
look away

i was still upset
from her fathers
toast at dinner.

grandma woke up
in her coffin and

asked for the peas
she said she was hungry
as shit.

i felt bad so i passed
her the ham
i didnt realize that
she was dead so

she couldnt serve herelf
so i tried to serve her


but she said she wasnt
hungry.

later that night they came.
and they said i was ugly enough.